I’m in a dark place, I can’t do much more-
I just want to walk out & slam the door!
I am so stressed I can hardly breathe-
Handling all this just makes me seethe!!
Scrubbing & cleaning, waking 2-5 times a night-
Being startled to awaken, gives me a fright!
Sometimes it involves a change of his clothes-
From his head, way down to his very toes!
In the morning he asks “Where’s Jan? Who’s there?”
He says call Jan – she’ll be here.
I try to catch up & rest during the day-
But he asks every 10-15 minutes – “are you there today?”
No rest for the wicked – I’ve heard tell-
Yes, sometimes I think I am living in a well?
At this time, I am by myself, I do not roam-
Because he doesn’t like anyone in our home!
I don’t know how much longer my body will hold out-
It is to the Lord I give a BIG shout!!!!!!!!